The Best Way To Fall Is To Fall In Love

One of my friend write this sentece on his facebook status : You can fall from a bridge, you can fall from above, but the best way of falling is to falling in love. Yeah, i think to fall in love is the only best way to fall. No one wants to fall and get hurt,right? But sometimes, to fall in love means ready to get hurt. This is the truth, fall in love doesnt mean you will happilly ever after. There's no such that thing, but I really wish that could be happen to me, the happy ever after.

You know, i did something really childish act couple days ago. I cried when i watching " Enchanted ". You guys must be know it. That stupid movie could makes me cry. Why? I dont know exactly why it happens. Maybe cause I've being lonely for this past 5 years, maybe just because I get jealous with the character, or maybe I'm on my PMS so I cant control my emotion. But, maybe i realize, the reason I cried is I am too afraid that I could never have the happilly ever after life just like her, the character. Life sucks, isnt it? Okay, sometimes it sucks, could be really sucks.

To fall in love could be means ready to give without getting anything. But loves can be shown in different way, especially for me. My friend told me that it is nonsense to love and care somebody who doesnt do the same to you. But I think, that's the most senseable things. Why I can do that? God, The Lord, who has created us loves everybody, but not everybody love Him. But He still love 'em. Not just like," Oh, you dont love Me. Now you'll die and go to hell.". Because to love is to give and doesnt expect to be given.

So, I decided to love someone with expecting nothing from him. If he give his love for me, then, WOW I will be very greatful for that. If he doesnt, well, just keep loving him as long as I can, although I cant take back all love I gave to him, right? It makes me happy just to watch him laugh with his friends, to watch him sleep, to watch him from far while I'm with my friends, to say his name, to know that he's online on MSN even when he doesnt say hi to me, to cry with him, to ask him why he's so mad, to tell him what I'm going to do, to hold her hand. Is that my happily ever after life version?

LOVE. 4 letters word that can makes people laugh, cry, angry, betray each other, die, live, crazy, depresed, and falling in to. Haha



Today's Song : Love Fool