Someday

Long time no write , well then here I am...came up with this blue f*cking feeling. I've already post this thing on my facebook but still want to share it on my blog. Hehe. FYI, my love life doesn't work well. I have a very complicated story and relationship that I want to forget him, but I realize, that is the hardest part eventhough I know that I am too worthy for him.LOL. THEN...... There is one of my very best friend, Agnes, we've been closed since high school. She knew everything of me, inside out. Then someday she was listening to a song and remmembered of me.She gave me this song. The lyrics magicly told me what should I do,what should I say to him and how I should face it.Here are they:

Someday- Nina Simone

Someday you"ll gonna realize
One day u"ll see through my eyes
But then i won't even be there
I"ll be happy somewhereEven if i can't
I knowU don't really see my world
You think your the last guy on earth
Well I've got news 4 u
I know I'm not that strong
But it won't take long
Won't take long

Coz someday, someone's gonna love me
The way, i wan't you to need me
Someday,someone's gonna take your place
One day I'll forget about you
You'll see, I won't even miss you
Someday, someday

But nowI know you can't tell
I'm down,and I'm not do anyway
But one day these tears
They will all run dry
I won't have to cry Sweet goodbye

Coz someday, someone's gonna love me
The way, i wan't you to need me
Someday,someone's gonna take your place
One day I'll forget about you
You'll see, I won't even miss you
Someday, someday


Well, now all I have to do is to find that someone. Seems it is hard to accomplish, but I still do believe, I will find him someday...